Marriage

I am this young lady woman with so much introspective on marriage and all, and clearly at the brink of also getting into one(after I actually choose which guy I want to get married to)…but when I look at it, its also a very scary thought, that I am about to have to give up my single life and want to be a MRS, which will translate into having storks delivering babies to my doors as well and all. But the truth f the matter is, that is not the fear….the babies and husbands and having legalised pleasure inside u all night long nah doesn’t sound too cheesy…however my main worry and truthfully speaking is the whole the new chapter of FOREVER….will I really reach forever and not tire before the next best thing comes available to look at ..you know nice  pair of breasts , perfect legs, hot body or even new 22yr old hottie when I m 45 with sagging breasts, varicose veins and have added inches to my waist.. In a world where there are so many options out there e.g. open relationships, pre-nupts, and all these boundaries whether limited or wide open: how am I to survive? Has humanity gone to the extent of anticipating disappointment because we as humankind are so not fidel anymore….As girls we grow up believing and looking forward to the day when you get married….but the fairytale and princess wedding always doesn’t happen as there is so much that sets us back many highs and lows troughs and all…..What happens when u hit that snag in the middle of the highway in “heaven”..there is no manual or policy or wave~book that helps deal with all these things and gradually we are left to formulate a strategy to keep FOREVER together.. its funny how the beginning of FOREVER comes with a manual which is embedded with words known as vows that are recited over and over by each and every bride and groom at their FOREVER day…and how so easily broken they are in the next couple of few years really….VOWS should be changed from the traditional ones which encompass ” I, (name), take you (name), to be my (wife/husband), to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part. ” people should be allowed to say vows that state in cheating and all that other crap that comes with it too…cause that’s when marriages get broken, trust dies, and those are not worse times in a marriage they are hell and apparently most marriages for women die the day the man cheat….the trauma and hell they are put through…its never easy to rise back up and walk with your head up high…the ball game changes and FOREVER becomes for as long as we cannot tire….So it makes me wonder as a single girl should I get into this union of FOREVER WITH CAUTION or should I be blissfully in love and ignore all the red flags that come with, in or before…